To my fellow travelers. Denise (30 Mar 2018 07:02 PDT)
Re: To my fellow travelers. Anita Burock Stotts, MD (31 Mar 2018 10:29 PDT)

To my fellow travelers. Denise 30 Mar 2018 07:02 PDT

I have appreciated all the conversations although I admit to having difficulty keeping up.  Hard to believe it is less than a week- just a few hrs less-  ;) since we left.  I left bursting with all the goodness that came out of the weekend.  I was wound up, in a positive way I believe.  Encountered a challenging problem later that evening.  Rather than panic, I was able to think it through and come to a viable solution and a funny story!  The rest of the w/e at Rehoboth was wonderful.   Experienced a lot of synchronicity during my stay.  Have kept up with the practices which has been so useful in keeping me centered, grounded and attuned to what I need.  When I first spoke with my husband.  I told him I thought the week was the best thing I ever did for me and us.  (Given his life experience I knew he was worried about who would be coming home to him.)  Well, I came in like gangbusters which did no reassure him so I have scaled back.  But he doesn’t trust I have changed (or doesn’t want me to change?!)  I understand his lack of trust and asked him to take a leap of faith.  I believe he has told me in so many (too many) ways that he can’t.  I don’t think he even realizes it.   I am feeling very sad right now because t have not given up that we will work this out; we have been together 24 years - there is too much good between us.  Thanks for your ears and loving kindness,  🙏 Denise

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