I have appreciated all the conversations although I admit to having difficulty keeping up. Hard to believe it is less than a week- just a few hrs less- ;) since we left. I left bursting with all the goodness that came out of the weekend. I was wound up, in a positive way I believe. Encountered a challenging problem later that evening. Rather than panic, I was able to think it through and come to a viable solution and a funny story! The rest of the w/e at Rehoboth was wonderful. Experienced a lot of synchronicity during my stay. Have kept up with the practices which has been so useful in keeping me centered, grounded and attuned to what I need. When I first spoke with my husband. I told him I thought the week was the best thing I ever did for me and us. (Given his life experience I knew he was worried about who would be coming home to him.) Well, I came in like gangbusters which did no reassure him so I have scaled back. But he doesn’t trust I have changed (or doesn’t want me to change?!) I understand his lack of trust and asked him to take a leap of faith. I believe he has told me in so many (too many) ways that he can’t. I don’t think he even realizes it. I am feeling very sad right now because t have not given up that we will work this out; we have been together 24 years - there is too much good between us. Thanks for your ears and loving kindness, 🙏 Denise
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